Kim Porter’s Memoir Becomes Best Seller Amid Diddy’s Arrest

Sean “Diddy” Combs, who is currently in jail and facing charges of sexual trafficking and racketeering, is also the subject of a memoir that claims he had sex with a famous male teen pop star, held sex parties, and assaulted his ex-girlfriend, the late model and actress, Kim Porter. 

The memoir Kim’s Lost Words was published on September 6 before Diddy’s arrest. It was ghost-written by publisher Chris Todd under the pseudonym Jamal T Millwood. The memoir is 60 pages long. It is based on Kim Porter’s diary entries. The book goes into detail about the orgies hosted by Diddy in which she participated and his sexual relationships with male and female musicians.

The book also claims that Diddy recorded himself having sex with young boys whose careers he was managing. Kim’s diary entries were contained on a flash drive which a celebrity friend of hers had given to Chris Todd, according to the Daily Mail.

“I know the celebrity source pretty well. I know how close they were to Kim and Diddy, and all the people in the hip-hop community,” said Chris Todd.

Chris Todd had used a pseudonym because he was afraid for his life, but he felt safer talking about the book now that Diddy was in custody. Moreover, in the book, Kim Porter tells her recollection of discovering and making copies of tapes Diddy made of himself having sex with “young boys” he was managing, including an alleged tape involving an 18-year-old popstar who went on to be famous. 

The short memoir also has disturbing alleged accounts of Diddy slapping Kim Porter after losing his temper, and even making death threats to her. Details of some of the scandals alleged in the book have already been reported. Diddy allegedly took out a gun and started shooting at a nightclub in 1999, then made rapper Shyne, who was on his label, take the fall for him.

Diddy and then-girlfriend Jennifer Lopez were arrested over the incident, but only Shyne was charged – though there are still rumors of Diddy’s responsibility that night. Porter’s memoir is now an Amazon Bestseller.

The BBC reports that two years ago Diddy threw himself a luxurious 53^rd birthday party at his $61 million mansion in Beverly Hills. The birthday party saw some of the biggest names in Hollywood appear, with the guest list including Jay-Z, Travis Scott, Mary J Blige, Kehlani, Tinashe, Chris Brown, and Machine Gun Kelly. The party also happened to be his 30th year in the music industry – three decades in which he formed his entertainment empire and changed the sound of hip-hop, both as an artist and a producer for the likes of Mariah Carey, Jennifer Lopez, and The Notorious B.I.G.

Additionally, at that same Los Angeles mansion that hosted his birthday party was raided by police in March. Police seized supplies that they say were intended for use in orgies known as “freak offs,” including drugs and more than 1,000 bottles of baby oil. Diddy has denied all the charges. The court case comes after a year in which the musician has faced lawsuits from several women.

Kim Porter was found dead at her home in 2018 at the age of 47. According to The Mirror, it was later announced that she had died after contracting a form of pneumonia, according to the coroner. It was stated following tests, the Los Angeles County Department of Medical Examiner-Coroner determined that she died from lobar pneumonia, and her death was certified as natural. 

Three children survive Kim Porter: Christian, 26, and twins Jessie James, 17, and D’Lila, now 17, and Kim Porter’s son Quincy, 33, from a previous relationship.